A B O U T - M E
I'm originally
from Nigeria, but grew up here in GEORGIA since
the
age of 2 or 3. I grew up in the small southern town of
FORT VALLEY,
Georgia....... PEACH COUNTY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS
OF '1984....
I first attended "IOWA STATE
UNIVERSITY" in Ames, Iowa [1984-1987] as
an
Electrical Engineering and Computer Science major.
Later when my father refused to fund my
continued education any further. I dropped out and
moved to the Maryland,
Washington D.C., Virginia area where I worked to pay
off an a student loan
which I had taken out from "Iowa State
University" to continue my education
with.
In the process of working, I burned myself out
physically and down to a
pulp where I couldn't even function from day to day. I
was later diagnosed
with depression and schizophrenia for which I have
been taking medication
ever since until today. As the saying goes, a man's
got to know his
limitations and I had to learn that the hard way
unfortunately but life goes on.
In 1989 I moved
back to Georgia, and after paying off my initial
student loan, transferred to "SOUTHERN
POLYTECHNIC STATE UNIVERSITY"
in Marietta, Georgia... (now KENNESAW STATE
UNIVERSITY)... where I pursued a degree in
"Computer Science" and "Electrical
Engineering"....
I dropped out in
1997 and later transferred to "DEVRY
UNIVERSITY " in Decatur, Georgia
in 2006 where I completed a degree in
"Computer Science" and "Technical
Management" in 2007.
I am currently on Social Security
Disability - on and off - since 1990 to current.
.....I am both Multi-lingual and
Multi-talented....
58 years old, black male, 5'11", about 200 lbs,
salt and pepper hair with strands of
white/gray here and there, a self-described Computer
Techie, and slightly Nerdy....
I am Slim build and can still pass for a High School
student sometimes, and yes I do get
"CARDED".
Believe it or not i am a "SENIOR CITIZEN" now and
have been for a few years so far and I have to keep
reminding myself to act and live my age because
it is really sinking in mentally because i never gave
it any thought before until i saw my age...
Y E S , I - U S E - T O
- D R I V E - A ---Z--- A - N I S S A N - 3 0 0
Z X
E M P L O Y M E N T
- H I S T O R Y
Computer Programmer, Computer
Operator, PC Technician, 
Laser Printer Tech, Electronic Technician, Telecom
Technician, Network Technician.
Voip telephony tech, Point of sale
equipment tech
My resume is available in a separate part of my
webpage as well as occupational
info, and other information about myself.
I N T E R E S T S
I like New Age stuff, Reiki, movies, Mp3's, Sy-Fy,
gadgets, electronics,
exotic cars, sports cars, and in my spare time, and as
a hobby, I build, repair,
and upgrade computers and laptops - as well as
tinkering with various types of
Electronic Gadgets here and there, network projects
and some home improvement.
For those of you wondering about
my personal life, i'm mostly interested in a Woman -
A "Real Wilma" for those of you who understand what
the term means....in an older woman or sbbw...
White, foreign...Asian, indian, korean, etc...
female….. Older mature granny
bbw…., or sugar mamma….. who can tolerate or put up
with me i guess...
i'm just old fashion that's all, i'm used to dating older
women and grannies - i do no chase any more,
my chasing days are over, you must make the first
move otherwise i don't know you are there.
And no, I usually will never never approach you that
way... or jump on you...
respect, respect, respect goes a long long way and
also you have be a gentleman... yes yes yes.....
they can even seduce like an older woman does...
yes, yes, just that simple - like an older woman
picking up a younger man today...
that's really all i understand... especially when you
reach out with you hand... and let me know you want
me to approach....
that's just the old fashion way for those whose who
have been around the block before... that's the old
way you take someone home or pick someone up...
it's just understood body language... it's either a yes
or no, no questions asked and you approach or walk
away if it's not what you wanted... Only real adults
play this way... no children permitted... i'm not here to
train or teach or take care of anyone....
i usually know what that means but anything else is
really just a usual tease to me... and i don't have time
to question anything, so you have to come correctly or
else i don't respond at all...
yes, i've had younger fast ladies before but no - i'm
not going to run or chase after you, i'll just walk away
from you at that time...
i've even stayed late a couple of times before when
they hinted it was getting late but no invite or
invitation to stay or join them in another room or even
more closer to them...
so it was very easily understood...and i would just
proceed to leave and no - they usually wouldn't stop
you.... there's only one way to come correctly,
otherwise i'm walking away.... if you were really true,
try try again....
no golddiggers please, i can see you coming a mile
away....
iso a older mature granny bbw or
sugar mama, a swinger maybe, would be just perfect I
guess since I don’t mind being wined and dined
and of course would be able to take
care of me and support me since I’m just a single poor
foreign guy….
No one will ever ever look for me or
bother looking especially since I like them Old, Aged ,
Bbw, Sbbw, Unwanted, Blacklisted, Taboo, and
Different….
I do prefer both missionary and
doggy style - with doggy style you hit and feel
everything unless you don’t want to feel me ?? Yes I
really did have something down there believe it or not…
the whole time…. Or did you just want to
make it look good for everyone like someone told you
to do ??
Anyway, i haven't found anyone yet who likes getting
on top and riding me and have even welcomed it.
i don't mind your size, i welcome the challenge...
i myself like riding those big ones or having one ride
me while i grab onto you and hold on for the ride...
i last longer with you on top riding but it has been a
while so i may actually be adequate on top now...
missionary style is very very
personal when you know or want to get to know
someone as well as remember them….. it was my
intention, what was yours ??
I like missionary because I want
to see the look on their face to see if I really did make a
good first impression compared to the other guys or
was I really just a nobody or did it really happen at all
or you just passed me by ??
or was it only just to leave something behind ??
If you are following someone else
make sure you know who you are following because
you will be enjoying or paying the same price they paid
where it is they end up ??
I know you wouldn’t let me get on
top unless you wanted and asked me to or were only
interested in something else other than just me ??
How long does it really really take
on top if you were only Interested in something else ??
And you know that’s probably the
last time you’ll
ever ever get to see that pretty lady’s face because
she probably doesn’t ever ever want to see you or your
face again…. She nailed you and she got what she
came for…..and going to get paid…..
I never made or left a baby
anywhere past and present - you know the government
would never ever let you walk or get away with
something like that…….
Maybe that’s really what first
impressions are really all about and if you really wanted
someone and really gave them a
chance the whole darn time or was it just a lie and or a
joke to shame someone - so none of it really ever
happened ???
you know the government will
always have the last word with a paternity test and you
know what follows…………………….
yes yes yes verified and forced
payments for child support…….
…….hallelujah….hallelujah…..hallelujah
and yes everyone will know and can find out….
no I don’t have to pay for someone
else’s baby or one that doesn’t even exist…. I can hold
my own….
and no I still don’t pay any child support at all at all at
all….
But on occasions i have taken care of someone elses
child before, a couple of times actually so i know what
it's like and i know what child support means - so you
don't have to teach me..,
and no I don’t know what I can
handle or hold ??
that’s really not what I really came for because
I’m not like everyone else…..
Does anyone really know what they
can handle until they have tried ??
or has someone already prejudged you ??
or have you already been labeled ??
do looks really matter when it
comes to that, no the price is still the same whether
you look very very darn good or just a plain jane but it’s
only based on your income or maybe who you are or
what you are worth if anything ???????
someone is just trying to get you to
play a part in their very own movie and not your
own….and you can always say no thanks and just walk
away with what you want not what they wanted you to
have which may be just leftovers but look very very eye
catching….
so the question always is - do you
want to be happy or do you want to live your life only to
make someone else happy and you look good for
everyone as a result ??
it’s your life and the only one you
were given….
When someone gives you a new
identity - it only means you will be on the run for the
rest of your new new life….because when someone
from your past recognizes you - it’s over again….
How many new lives do you
actually get ??
Gotta do it right the very very very
first time……and never never never have have to end up
running or denying who you are or were….even if
have a name or reputation……
that stunning gorgeous pretty lady
wasn’t worth all of this pain and suffering and running
the whole darn time was she ??
she has probably just moved on to
the next guy and the next…. that’s probably the only
thing she ever does….and always gets handsomely
rewarded….
so if a pretty smiling lady meets
you and leaves you very quickly and never returns your
calls you
probably know why….. especially if she sends or gives
you your note or things back….it’s pretty obvious….
Just keep walking away, you’ll
live…. I promise you….
they say there really really really is
someone for everyone so never ever have to settle for
what someone gives you or leftovers from a party…..
Just keep walking….. someone
may actually find you and hide you away forever…..
Most of my life I’ve been labeled as
gay, faggot, trans, queer, ugly, sissy, unwanted,
outcast, etc. and so forth and carry an
invisible woman’s purse for
everyone to see. All you have to do is mention my
name or show my picture and
everyone knew who i was - oh !!
That’s that guy !! - I’m probably pretty famous by now
- the one that took the
shame and all the crap and still
refused to impregnate anyone and pay their precious
child support and be led
by a woman by dog collar or collar
and chain especially a black woman who will put you
down no matter who
you are - I wouldn’t play their game
and be black. Even my fellow Nigerian’s disowned
and ridiculed me
saying that I didn’t identify as one of
their kind. I was basically a nobody or trash and
didn’t mind being that
way as opposed to yielding…. I
already have one dog collar on me and more would be
company….hahahaha
besides they need someone to
make an example of…. A willing scapegoat or fall guy
is hard to find in these
times…. The show must go on
people !!!! Show us your tickets at the door……
So I understand very well if you
don’t like my way of life and don’t think I have anything
to offer - I don’t blame
you one
bit and wouldn’t ever ever present
that choice to you either … so I’m just basically
enjoying myself here,
nothing wrong with a little humor
and fake chase when you already know what the future
is…..
believe me, I’m not here to cramp
your style….just to live and learn a little….even though I
may not accept….
nobody will teach me so this is how
I learn…. Otherwise they want me to beg beg beg for
sex like an animal….
….For those of you wondering - no I
"DON'T" eat at the “Y” but use my fingers instead or
just laying my hands on so to speak… Just stimulating
your spot with my reiki energy and/or rubbing it usually
does the trick with a very big payday usually...
....don't even have to go deep at all usually... every
person is different but the same principle...
sorry about that but maybe if you
try it you might like it…. instead of someone putting
their mouth and tongue on you... orgasm yes…. some
call it the - lightning-….. that's your payday...
no kids sorry, I’m kinda beyond that
now unless you twist an arm that I really don’t have…
hahah….
I guess I always fantasized about
female swingers who are a couple and exclusive….you
only live once you know…
guess I’m a little verse in the
lifestyle and know just enough to be dangerous….you
tell me ??
I'm guess i'm just a regular guy who
hasn't really seen the world except from the front of a
computer screen...
I explore reiki with my hands as well
as using it to stimulate instead of oral......Started out as
research....I am a Reiki Master......
….yes I have a few health problems
and a older mature granny is the best that I can do….
i specifically have a speech problem or impediment
among other things and i've had it all thru life and
growing up and even now it has gone noticed by
medical professionals except for a few instances by
friends and relatives...
i look, act and speak normal most of the time...
i'm also impotent and there are many different types
of that condition as well for those of you not aware
and
that too could go undetected...
many many more health problems, guess i'm pretty
loaded with them....
I was introduced to swingers and
the swinging lifestyle back in the early to late 90's after
surfing the internet of course and have only conversed
with a couple of them in my time. That's my extent of
culture and a diverse group of people other than
traveling to a couple of states in the USA.
For the most part, I'm actually
rebuilding both my life and credit after a bankruptcy.
So it'll be many years down the road before my life is
back together again
Life here in the USA is all about
credit or money... things that i don't have any of right
now but maybe one day i
could actually have a life and fit in
like everybody else....
in my whole life I never knew what
luck or a 2nd chance was even if it hit me right in the
face, and yes I lived a very sheltered life….
and still considered to do so, so I
still keep doing the same darn thing and same
mistakes as you call them….
nothing else to do what common
sense and logic tells me….as I observe in everyday
life….thats all I’ve ever known
from those who actually made it or
made it to the top….or still alive at least….
A very very sheltered life indeed, I
remember raiding the local garbage dumpster
scavenging for electronics discarded by our
seemingly rich or well to do
neighborhoods - yes our toys came from there and
mine still come from almost the same place
today….. discount places and
bargain basements…. They said we were rich but
actually grew up very poor or like the poor….
in the end i have to add, i was an abused child and
yes those memories are slowly coming back. i
remember having to step up to the plate hoping that
i would take the brunt of the punishment so my
other brothers and sister would get off easy.
sometimes i was actually the only one that would
get punished almond like someone had something
against me. i guess you know where i got my
speech problem after constantly being beaten to
an inch of my life.
i would always be wondering
when the abuse would end, all the way thru high
school i think its probably when it would come to
an end or just subside.
Guess now you can
understand why i don't talk after growing up with
that kind of life and my father constantly promising
to help me with my speech problem after being the
actual cause of it.
i speak only because i had to speak going thru
school as i was growing up and even then there was
always some type of hesitation as i stood up in class
facing everyone.
i did make it thru and almost no one had a clue
but some of my insructors wanted me to follow in
my father's footsteps but i would kindly grin and
said it wasn't for me.
his college education was mostly in psychology
and he used that to control his family so you could
almost imagine what he was like.
after high school i was ready to get as far away
from there as possible, even if it meant the other
side of the world.
yes, this was my "Coming to America".... yes it was..
and i guess those memories were buried for a reason.
so when i said we lived like we were poor, now you
can see exactly why....almost like prisoners of war....
i should have turned long long time ago after living
thru something like that or not even supposed to be
alive today...many many times....
Almost 18+ years of living hell and then the
remainder of my adult life, and then a pretty lady
suddenly wants to have my child....?
hope you can see why i'll be popping pills for the
rest of my remaining life just from the voices that i
hear if nothing else....
Yes i remember the incidents very well from my days
of dating when i was called every profanity under the
sun... when they exclaimed - you are looking for
what ?? .... or the famous quote - you are ugly...
yep... and only offered child support instead....or
ended the standoff...
yes, a lot of women did walk away from me during
those instances and i'm glad they did...story of my
life....
Believe me, nobody cares what you do behind closed
doors in the comfort of your own home... but child
support payments for 18 years are a whole nother
story compared to the price of a simple "Rain Coat" !!!
Yes... Yes... You have to pay the magical "Child
Support"
for 18....long.... long.... Years !!!!
That's why it's so magical and Women love it !!!!
They actually get "PAID" !!!!....
And if you don't pay - You can go straight to jail and
don't stop to collect $200....
Until you can Pay Pay Pay !!!!
??? Capeesh ???
....The magic behind ""Child Support"...
No thanks, i'll pass and keep walking away....
...That's one magic trick i'll try never never never try
to perform...
Trust me... I'm not afraid to wear a "Rain Coat"...
One of my Co-worker back in MARYLAND where i use
to work In the late 80's
pull me off to the side and gave me that piece of
advice and i knew exactly what he meant...
...He was a BLACK guy but Everyone would say
he
had...JESUS... in his eyes....
??? if you know what that meant ???
..And yes, you could tell a part of him was
DIFFERENT..
For those of you who don't fully understand the
picture: Any man,
whether "Straight", "Gay", "Bi", or whatever
orientation they are can
make a "BABY", but it doesn't make you any
"STRAIGHTER" than anybody
else, nor does it get you anymore respect than you
would normally have.
They just made a "BABY" and that's all it is to them,
other than the
fact that they will be taking care of that "BABY" for
the next 18 years
...one way or another...in the form of "CHILD-
SUPPORT".
So, before you get up to the "Altar" and say "I DO",
you better make
sure you aren't doing it because of any of the above
reasons - because
there's no reward down the road. If somebody saids
the "BABY IS YOURS" or "I LOVE YOU"
- verify it with a test. If you still want to say "I DO",
then consider
a "PRE-NUPTIAL WEDDING AGREEMENT" in case
you are "WRONG".....
There's no shame in accepting what and who you
know you are, rather
than what others would like you to think you
are....
---- The bottom line secret is that a BABY is made out
of pure fear for a - G A Y - M A N - that's it... either
the male and/or female "finally" has an orgasm out of
fear of death or something else or their partner
causing them bodily harm or something else and the
woman suddenly gets pregnant...
One of my WHITE bosses in the mid 90's told me the
same thing in so many words about a couple that he
knew... that the woman would finally get pregnant out
of just plain fear....
--- Psychology - Mother Nature always finds a way
- Psychology ---
American black women are famous for this type of
behavior by threatening men with child support.
it has been going on for as long as i've been living
and i've talked to some of them on the phone who
were cheating on their soon to be mates from out of
the country in this same matter by hiding their mail,
green cards, etc. in hopes of forcing them into child
support.
i listened as they were laughing about it on their end...
yes, this actually happened and it was eye opening....
so be careful who you date or associate with because
it could actually end up costing you - avoid these
type of women like the plague because after all they
years they still have not changed...
They appear to have a monopoly on this type of
behavior.... and yes i've dated a few of them and lived
to tell about it...
Even my first girlfriend, an older black woman with a
husband working out of town tried to pull the same
stunt back in 1989-90 or so....
Never told me they were still together, and we
actually dated for several years.... yep... first girlfriend
ever and first close call...
A little birdie told me after all these years, i never had
a clue.... or reason to doubt her....
She left an identifying mark on me the whole time we
were together just like my last girlfriend (she was
even white) did also
as i found out when she bragged about it in front
of me at the rehab center where i visited her every
month...saying - i was never going to leave her or find
anyone else... and said i was cheating on her....
Been about 7 years or so since we've been apart at
that time just months ago....and nope...no one else...
and the nurses there would "TEASE" me about
visitation rights just like a prison... and laugh...yep..
mostly all black American women...
Her sister called a few weeks later and said she had
passed after being in a rehab center and that i should
come and see her $1500 urn that was supposedly
made of GoLD....
I started to go several times but just didn't feel right
since my health was not that good.
One time or maybe the last time her sister called, we
talked a little while and suddenly i heard my
presumed decease girlfriend in the background
yelling "DEVIL ...DEVIL... DEVIL... repeatedly....
and the sister started calling her name and yelling as
well.... soon there was a click and the sister hung up
the phone... i was laughing myself .. my presumed
dead girlfriend was alive and just got turned and was
taken by the devil.....just months ago....lol...
There are many ways to get TURNED....this was one
of them... there's a section about my personal
spiritual experiences in another part of my website...
Actually met my first girlfriend on an internet swingers
site back then so i thought it was safe....
Yep, she taught me quite a bit but then decided to
take me for a ride that i would never forget...
She ended dying in her sleep from a "heart attack"....
but i wasnt there though....one of her children found
her the next morning before i called her...
And yes, i was the one that took care of both of their
kids....as well as others...
and here i am today, still walking away......
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contact links are off the main page of my website
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